[	Current Mood	|	discontent	]
[	Current Music	|	Twilight--Elliot Smith	]

1. This weekend was too fucking emotional on too many different levels. im worn out but still up. making sense? nope.
2. Screw this Elliot Smith song for fitting the situation too well. 08 Twilight.mp3 --Elliot Smith
   
3. "Beauty and the Geek" marathon was on mtv so i watched like 5 episodes cuz id never seen the show before. it was actually a terrible show that was so addicting that i kind of really really enjoyed it. I'd marry Nate in a second if possible.
4. Last week was actually great even though i thought it'd kill me.
5. I wishing to god or some powerful being to strike me with any sort of plague imaginable because anything sounds better than dealing with school tomorrow. I just dont want to handle anything right now. I just cant.
6. On a bit of an up note, hung with Pam and Rob a bit on Friday in their new apartment. It's nice to see a friend of mine being all independant and such. Made me happy.
7. Screw it, I'm going to sleep.

[	Current Mood	|	excited	]
[	Current Music	|	Funnel of Love--Wanda Jackson	]

Congratulations! On behalf of California State University, Northridge, I am pleased to offer you admission to the University for the fall 2007 Semester.

My first college acceptance letter!

[	Current Mood	|	*swirling thoughts*	]
[	Current Music	|	Sea Legs--The Shins	]

Firstly, "Sea Legs" is probably my favorite song off the new Shins album. It's very different than most of their other songs. The album is alright but it'll probably grow on my more in a bit.

Secondly, the last 7 days have been weird. Like they've been just a never-ending day that is making me feel strangely  and mildly upset. It's a bit inexplicable. At least I think i did mildly alright on my presentations.

[	Current Location	|	home	]
[	Current Mood	|	loved	]
[	Current Music	|	Chicago (Adult cont.easy listening version)--Sufjan Stevens	]

This break has been pretty amazing. Life is beautiful to me. I finally turned 18 which was actually a strange, but sad realization for me. I feel a little older, a little more hopeful for the upcoming year. 2007 may be amazing. I can see a strange glimmer of what this year holds. Prom. Graduation. College. I've been fearing the thought of leaving everything I know simultaneously aching to leave. It's a weird, surreal, mixed emotion. But now I seem to feel like I can almost embrace it. I do wish the break were a bit longer, I really haven't gotten enough sleep to last me. But I'm nearly done with all of my applications which is a little exciting and also making me a little anxious to figure out where I'll end up. Just some random thoughts. Meanwhile, how about that starting on break homework? Hm. Perhaps tomorrow. My mom has been treating me a little differently ever since my birthday. She's being less controlling, less worried, even a little more trusting. It's nice. I look back at 2006 and am a little bewhildered by everything that happened. It truly was a...crazy year. I can't even begin to delve in to it. Although my birthday held a few tinges of drama, it actually turned out nicely. Meanwhile, became obsessed with Marx Brothers again (Harpo is my love), and had a nice Fred Astaire and Ginger Rogers with Becks (oh man, Fred Astaire, SO amazing). I think I'm off to bed. Hope you're all feeling wonderful.

[	Current Location	|	running from writers block	]
[	Current Mood	|	cranky	]
[	Current Music	|	A Track And A Train--Shout Out Louds	]

On the twelfth day of Christmas, im_a_jellybean sent to me...

Twelve records socializing

Eleven sharpies writing

Ten colors a-dancing

Nine bands breathing

Eight stripes a-reading

Seven cds a-talking

Six movies a-humming

Five cha-a-a-arcoal pencils

Four stella artois

Three emo lyrics

Two nose goes

...and a life in a death cab for cutie.

Get your own Twelve Days:

HAHA yay. blah, got most x-mas/hannakuh shopping done today. God why is the holiday season SO FRIGGIN' EXPENSIVE? Gar. Had a....kinda weird day. Kinda up and down. Or more so was a little low a lot of the time. oh well. only 3 days left this week. so it's kinda like today is tuesday. although if that were so i'd be excited because i could watch House (even if it is a re-run). lol. Most amazing show on the planet. my favoritest thing ever. i got some click-it sharpies today though. they're AMAZING. love them so. should be writing this paper though. ahhh distractions. Don't you hate it when certain guys act like teenage girls saying things like, "I dunno how I'm feeling...". Gr gr gr gr so frustrating.

[	Current Location	|	home-ish	]
[	Current Mood	|	tired	]
[	Current Music	|	What's This?--Fall Out Boy	]

Fiona Apple - Sally's Song.mp3  Fiona Apple's cover of "Sally's Song"

Marilyn Manson - This Is Halloween.mp3  -- Marilyn Manson's cover of "This Is Halloween"

Fall Out Boy - What's This.mp3  I don't like Fall Out Boy but the vocals are pretty entertaining

I actually really like the Fiona Apple cover so much. It's sorrowful.